I like to be D-A-P-H-N-E !!!

2006-10-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

Exams starts this wed... OB paper is the first... After this paper i will feel like a burden is thrown out of my heart alr.. LOL.. Cant wait for it to be over...

Exams Schedule as Below..

BUSM1100 Intro to Orgn Behaviour 25-Oct 2.15pm - 4.30pml
ACCT2060 Introductory Accounting 30-Oct 10.00am-1.15pm
ECON1035 Business Statistics 1-Nov 10.00am-1.15pm

Love life is a no no for me during this peroid. I have learnt my mistake.. =) Thanks to Faz for being there with me last night... It was not planned.. All thanks to my bo liao ness that these things happened.. Hate myself thoroughly.. I wish to leave singapore for a few months and come back with a fresh mind and start my life all over again.. Yeah.. ANyway time to hit the OB textbook again.. Leaving chapt 14.5 - 18 and i will be done.. Yawnz...

GOD BLESS ME pleasee.... I hope to do well in this exams... Have been slacking non stop man.. AMEN...

2006-10-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

10 more days to the commencement of exams and 16 days more to the start of my holidays... It seems far away.. But time passes like nobody's business.. 10 more chapters of OB to go( the module i dread most) 6 more chaps of BS and 4 more chaps of IA. It seems little.. but its damn alot to me.. LOL... OB is the scariest... :(

After exams will be chalets, gyms, work, tennis, holidays and more more more... =)

Alrite. GTG now... =)

2006-10-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

Study STudy STudy... exams coming in 16 days time... sian... ultimate sian-ness... LOL... All i am going to do now is study..

2006-10-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy busy week... Exams are coming in 17 days.. :-((((((((((((((

have been slogging for exams and its kinda boring because of organisational behavior.. Report results were out and its not good at all.. :((( Damn sad... Anyway after my exams i am packed with things to do... chalets, bday parties, a short trip and so on... And yeah mum said i can dun work for this holiday... WEEE!!!!!! hehehe.. if some roadshows come along i may do it la.. hehehe.... I have many things that i want added in my wishlist.. have added 2 new things.. one is the levis ipod series jeans and the other is a earphone for my ipod... Hehehe... thinking of getting the jeans after my exams... Hope its still available by then.. Hehehhee...

K la.. got to go.. Study study study..

2006-10-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

Artist: Fergie
Song: Won't Let You Fall
Album:

(verse:)
i’ll never let you go
so, never let me go
i will be your journey
and you will be my road
down the stormy path
love will never come to pass
it will be an anchor
although the winds may blow

(pre-chorus:)
and through the depths of high and low
wherever you will go, i’ll follow
to the end, back again
you know

(chorus:)
won’t let you fall
fall out of love
‘cause together we’ll be holding on
‘cause all we have is us
won’t let you go
go away again
because life don’t mean nothing at all
if i don’t have your love

(verse:)
i will dry your tears
take away your fears
let me be your shelter
your heart is safe in here
so beautiful and pure
there’s nothing i would not endure
oh, love as got me blinded
i see it all so clear

(pre-chorus (1x))
(chorus (1x))

(bridge:)
i’m down for you for whatever
anything you going through
what’s mine is yours
every little thing
i got you
even when winds will change
come smashing down and crashing on you

(chorus)

2006-10-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

Yawnx... a tiring week.. Exams are coming.. things happened at home... so tiring... Results of my mid semester test are not up to satisfaction... lucky they are only 20%... So now i am gonna work alot harder for my end of sem exams!!! Wish me luck!!! Hee... Nitez

2006-09-30T12:50:00.000+08:00

Today is a SATURDAY!!! Am i am stuck at home as i dun feel like going anywhere.. Yawnz.. Slept at 5am and woke up at 10am... Drove my parents out to do some marketing then came back. When coming home.. my whole estate looks so misty.. Thanks to the haze man... Its making alot of pple sick.... Pple out there, please take care of yourself by drinking more water ya... The haze is bad for your lungs... =)

Look at the pics of the horrible haze... But its not as bad as 9 yrs ago when i was pri 6... The haze was so bad till you really canot see anything in the night...

2006-09-30T02:35:00.000+08:00

it 2plus in the morning and i still haven fall asleep... Yawnz... time to study OB...

2006-09-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

YAhoooooooooooOOOOOO!!!!! No more projects for me this sem!!!! Weee~~~~~ Next is exam..... Gonna study real hard for it man... After exams i will be meetng HIM.. ya.. cant wait man... Hehehehe.... I know u read my blog... I am gonna say this here and to the world!!! I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN YOU!!! I STILL MISS YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DID!!! =)

Anyway am gonna hit da books tml and study real hard for my exams!!! And real is study study study....

GTG....

2006-09-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Blogger seems slow today.. Wonder is it my internet or it is blogger's issue...

This week passed damn fast.. Had my first tennis lesson this week and the coach was wonderful. He did paid more attention to me as i was more advanced and he kept making me do demo.. -_-" I think other than pearlie, the rest must be thinking that i am a show off.. watever.. LOL

Many things had happened this week. Shall not say much.. OB submission is tml and we are almost there.. Jess is editing and she said we have lots to edit.So ya i am waiting.. Have been sick since wed and am still coughing with lotsa phlegms... Sadded.... Am gonna see the docs after my project submission... All the way to parkway from clementi.. LOL

Drinking lots of water... First things after i recover i am gonna jian fei!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((((((((((((((

Exams are next month!!! Gonna start mugging this week... Hee... OK GTG... BYE!!!!

2006-09-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

I have straightened out my tots...

Have decided to cast away all thoughts abt ben and i... I guess it has all ended bah...

Anyway, now its time for me to carry on with my life and fulfill my goals... I am going to study real hard for my exams as i am aiming all HD.. I am gonna spend a very nice sch holidays with my friends by going chalets, clubbings, tennis and most of all i am gonna celebrate my 21st bday!!! Hee...

Just now had chatted with ben for ard an hr and things did ended well but in a sad way.. at least i know what he is thinking now and that he wants to re-evaluate his life.. Guess its only me who cant put this r.s down... time for me to do so too.. :D I felt a sense of relief after chatting with him as i huge burden as been lifted down alr.. phew.. I will just let memories run through my mind as and when it likes without dropping a tear.. Time to be strong and charge to the line...

Am sick.. down with sore throat, slight fever, asthma and cough.. time to sleep.. Hee.. Am gonna start on my weight loss plan from tml onwards.. Hehehe...

2006-09-19T02:33:00.000+08:00

After reading GI's blog and seeing the pics of her and vin, i felt happy for them but i felt sad for myself.. It will no longer be the same btw HIM and I. I was seriously envious of them when i see their happy face and i know that they are meant for each other.. =)

I doubt he knows and even he does, he will not do anything abt it.. Cos he does not care alr.. So why shld i ya?? Today on my way to sch, i wa wondering y my songs in my ipod are all love songs, and i remembered that those songs were the ones i love to listen when i was with him.. Since things changed, i too will have different feelings towards these songs too.. But i still wanna listen to them cos i still love the songs and they really meant what i am feeling now...

Tat day, I was telling Eve some stuff. And she says she is not good at consoling pple, only good at scolding.. So if i wanna get a scolding i should tell her the whole story.. So ya.. One day i should tell her the whole story and get a scolding from her.. But after her exams i think... LOL..

K la.. time to go back sleep.. Just woke up cos i slept at 8pm.. LOL.. DIn sleep the whole night of sunday... Could not sleep... Sorrows are meant to be slept away.. LOL.. crap.. nitez...

2006-09-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

HI Guys...

This is gonna be a very emotional post.. So if u dun wish to read, please close this window ya...

Its goona be his 21st bday.. ANd yes i cant be with him cos we have broken up.. Its quite sad to see both of us ending up like this cos of watever reason la.. But well... Actually i dunnoe what to say but it seems like after seeing him at his party ytd.. i just cant get him off my mind.. I should not go rite cos i am end up causing pain to myself only.. Quite stupid rite... I tot i would be fine seeing him.. but in the end.. it turned out the opp... I held back my tears and emotions when i first saw him and when he was singing..

Anyway i gonna go sleep through this nite...

2006-09-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hi Carrie... I am blogging for u!!! :D

2006-09-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

I am straight forward.... take it or leave it...

2006-09-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

This week was quite a week for me... Had to go sch everyday to study.. Yawnz... Everyday having a chance to look at my darlingssssssssss makes me happy... :D Hahaha... BS was bad, IA was worse.. So no point toking abt my tests... Tml is a brand new day of a brand new week.. Hope things will be good this coming week... :P I am kinda lazy to update.. So i shall let my pics do the talking.. LOL

Had dinner a BAB's place on fri after IA.. Had lotsa fun...

Wonder how many pple are there in this pic.. LOL

Carrie's specs... Looks nice???

Adik!!!!!

Trying to be funny with Deepa's earrings.. LOL

At BAB's Place

Us us...

Us again...

The food we ordered

My room.. After a half done renovation/makeover.. LOL

Tats all folks... :P

Happy happy.. All i asked for is to be happy... :D

2006-09-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

2006-09-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

My parents went HK, so i am left at home ALONE!!! Some would say shiok ah... BUt to me its boring... I rem when i was in poly yr 1, i was so happy o be left home alone.. now when i am OLD, i am so afraid to be left home alone... So ya.. Am bored and bored and bored..
Alrite.. Am tired.. Some pictures i took recently with my phone... :P and one of it with vig's phone.. LOL

The people i love.. Especially Faz and deepa... Muackzzz

Me Me!!! LOL

Signs off..

2006-08-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

Two photos to share...

Deepa looked like she wants to fight with me.. LOL

Val took this while i was smsing.. -_-"

2006-08-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

Today i din go to sch again... Thanks to ma stupid cramps.. Eee... Anyway i just came by a song which i kinda like.. Tests are all next week and i haven really started studying.. Gosh!! I dun like stats... I learnt them in poly before but i forgot how to do all already.. :( Tml waking up at 5.30am to study.. so am gonna sleep soon..

Dear GOD, hope the month of september comes quickly. I want september!!! I dun want august!!! August have been a bad month for my friends and i.. I hope when sep comes, everything will be smooth sailing for us.. dun torture my friends and i anymore pleaseeeee...

Carrie- Dun worry, you grandpa will be fine.. =)

Faz- Be happy.. Be strong ya.. U still have all of us... :D

Deepa - Everything will come to an end soon aiight.. Be strong and stay happy too!!! Gimme a call when u need me.. =)

Sandra - Oei!!! Your name is here, gan dong ma?? LOL... Dun be despaired .. Retake again, and i am sure u will pass.. Anything call me ok?? Dun worry i din forget you.. Will call u out after my tests.. Hee

Osky- Where are you?!!!! Enjoying your life there?? Am waiting for u to come back leh.. Miss ya gurl.. U come back i treat u eat chicken rice.. hehehe...

Smile - Lilly Allen

When you first left me,
I was wanting more,
But you were fucking that girl next door,
What did you do that for? (do that for)

When you first left me,
I didn't know what to say,
I'd never been on my own that way
Just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then,
But with a little, help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel, at the end
Now your calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And its only because your feeling alone

At first, when I see you cry
Yeah, it makes me smile
Yeah, it makes me smile
At worst, I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me, you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack,
No it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing,
No, I just couldn't help myself
See ya messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then,
But with a little, help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel, at the end
Now your calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And its only because your feeling alone

At first, when I see you cry
Yeah, it makes me smile
Yeah, it makes me smile
At worst, I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

-Yawnz-

2006-08-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Life hs been fine these few days.. Next whole week is my study week and the weekends will be a lonely one for me.. Bro went HK today for a seminar. Will be back only on the 6th Sep, Mum and Dad will be leaving for HK to meet him this fri.. :( I wanted to go but i cant.. :(

Just read Eve's blog and she seems really angry. And i agree with what she said of being taken advantage of.. Dun take advantage of a person if you think u can.. something like that la.. (my summary is bad.. LOL) Lao Hu Bu Fa hui, Bu yao dang wo shi bing mao... This is what chinese always say.. Hate this kinda pple who take advantage of "weaker pple"..

ben and i are just fine as friends now.. we will talk this out and settle stuffs once my tests ends. So ya.. =)

2006-08-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

Naseer just called me after a chat with HIM.. I guessed HIS selfishness had caused both of us to be hurt. But i guessed he has no choice but to be selfish. Shall i give in and become like him?? I miss him so so much but i do not dare to tell anyone!!! I want to be as happy as before knowing that there is someone out there who loves me, will wait for me.. will share my happiness and sadness with me... I have many good friends like SIM ones, DICT ones, Tennis ones but i still want HIM... only HIM!!! But his stubornness had made me take a step back again. Everytime when i wanna take a step forward, his little actions will make me take a step backwards!! Y???

Guess only HIM can give me happiness.. Sigh....

2006-08-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

To summarise this whole month happenings, i shall say this month is a very bad one for me.. Firstly, my break up with him, secondly the loss of my hp, thirdly the deteoriation of my health... My hp was stolen when i went to the tampines stadium for a jog with beins, yesterday i bought the same one back again... so ya.. Today, HE just told me he had sprained his ankle and my heart just hurts as much as before? Y is this so even though we had broken up. I had tried not to think of him during these past few weeks, life was still great till today, the worries for him came back..Y????

His birthday is just next mth, he had invited me to his party.. I haven tot of what to buy for him nor i had not made up my mind if i wanna go.. I dun even know how to face him... GOSH!!!

2006-08-08T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys,

I am back... Feeling better le... Thanks to everyone for their care and concern..I am fine from my fever.. only for one who does not even care, no smses, no calls not even a single caring word was from him... OK.. Nah... getting over it soon.. Life has to go on man... I have now seen the true colours of him.. so yup...

Back to a happy note, MY SIM BUDDIES are a helluva great bunch.. When they knew something was wrong.. they cheered me up man.. Carries, Pinkie and Jesslyn wrote me a postcard to cheer me on man.. awwwwww.... so sweet... Am really touched by all their gestures.. Its great knowing u guys aiight.. Love ya guys to bits man!!!

Anyway got to go.. Preparing for sch... Haven even finish the homework. :(

A song that suits me now... Its a old schoolgirl song..

You tell me you’re in love with me
That you can’t take your pretty eyes away from me
It’s not that I don’t want to stay
But everytime you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There’s things about me you just have to know.

Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right,
be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time.

I don’t wanna be so shy, ah-ah
Everytime that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that, you’re the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There’s things about me, you just have to know.

Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time.

Just hang around and you’ll see
There’s nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you.

ah ah ah

Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold you tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)
Sometimes I run (sometimes)sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you uh uh ah ah
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight
Be with you day and night
Sometimes I run (sometimes)
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight,treat you right,
Be with you day and night

CYA!!

2006-08-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

Life has to go on... I hope it will ... bye guys... will be back when i feel i can be back...

2006-08-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

I love you and i love u alot.....

2006-07-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

Yox... Am back from genting... Since i came back.. My hectic lifestyle is back too.. But i became a cam whore too.. Seems likes my group of friends in SIM even the guys are cam whores!!! Haa... Picture speaks a thousand words. So ya, will let them speak then. =)

Did Project at NLB today with carrie and jess. We took some pics yah..

The rest of the pics are taken with my good friends.. Keke

Thats all folks!!! =)

2006-07-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Have you ever thought of how this person thinks of you? Does he or she ever regarded you as a friend? Affairs of the hearts (friendship) are so unfathomable. Sometimes thinking too much puts you in deep shit... But many factors does leads you to think this way.. Complicated huh... WTH.. i dunnoe what i am talking about..

2006-07-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

School started.Project projects projects.... Assignments assignments assignments... Many stuffs to do. But at least had met some nice pple and we are promoting racial harmony in our group.. LOL .. Schedules are packed next week. From schools to parties and to parties again. Hee.. And spending more $$ again... -_-"

One of my friends say i am very crappy, so well, i admit that i am.. If my crappiness can make someone smile and laff, why not just do it?? :P

2006-07-10T03:52:00.000+08:00

I am watching World CUP Finals now. Just hope that ITALY will win!!! Pray to god.. Nope.. i din bet but just that i like the Italy team. Not sure why i ilike them too.. LOL

There seems to have another phone that i like now. Hee.. Changing targer to this new Sony Ericsson K800i or Samsung SGH-i750. It will be up in the Market by 18th July if am not wrong. But i wun be buying it so early bah. Most likely i will get it for myself as my bday present..Hee.. Although by the time i buy it would be quite an old model.. Hee.. had a liking for Sony ericsson phone since K750i came out.. Hee.. I love black phones.. Hee

This is how it looks like:

Specs:
Key features
Xenon flash - real photographic light
BestPic™ - pick the best, delete the rest
Cyber-shot™ 3.2 megapixel digital camera with autofocus
3G - high speed Internet services
Music and video player
Memory Stick Micro™ (M2™) support

Screen
262,144-colour TFT
240x320 pixel

Sound
72 voices

Networks
GSM 900
GSM 1800
GSM 1900
UMTS

Sizes
105 x 47 x 22 mm
4.1 x 1.8 x .9 inches

Weight
115 g
4.1 oz

Samsung SGH-i750

Have been waiting for this PDA phone to come to Singapore for a long time already. But it still haven. If it comes out, i will sure buy this instead of the sony ericsson phone. It has everything i asked for. Its a PDA phone with keypad and it does not look big. Have seen it at Communicasia 2006 and cant get my eyes of it. More info here: http://www.mobile-review.com/review/samsung-i750-en.shtml.

When will you come my samsung phone?? =(

2006-07-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

Ammmmmmmm back.... Stayed at home the whole day as Ben went for church camp and i had some stuffs to do... Sch had reopened one week already and i met some nice friends.. Well it was quite fun but first week got an assignement already.. Awww... And its excelsheet one.. Yawnz....

Life has been great for me at this point of my life.. only things is that i had overspent.. Now not sure if i have enuff money to go Taiwan with Von.. :x Some more planning to go msia with the SPTC peeps.. Hmm... $$$$.. God please drop some $$ to me!!! PleEEEaaasseee ...hee...

Am planning to sell my eten m600 away.. Any takers?? Call me or msn me or leave me a message on my tag board ya??

GTG.. Bye guys!!!

2006-07-07T11:16:00.000+08:00

I just cant stand some pple... They just dun read before asking.. And start to ask the same questions which are in the website??? And some more, they are just so impatient and incorrigible.. Always like to give us more work.. WTF.. This kinda pple exists.. So we are here to clear up the mess for this kinda shit?? >.<

=Pissed=
=Irritated=

2006-07-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Had my hair cut at le salon today.. The service there is really very good. Shall go abck there again.. Hee.
After that, went shopping at Zara. Bought 2 tops and then wanna go home le.. but then.. on my way to the MRT station i walked past this shop called The Face Shop. Walked in and found myself buying facial masks.. LOL.. Quite cheap la.. 3 for $10 bucks only. Wonder if its good. Hee.. Today quite good, spent less than $100 bucks. Hee.. IF not normally would spend ard $200.. =(

The things i bought today:

Well.. not much la... Hee

Now these pics are my laptop pics.. nth great too.. LOL

Oh yeah.. this is gonna be a long post.. Erm.. maybe a post of photos?? The long debted pictures taken in China

View of Shanghai from the plane...

Sun Yat Sen's Memorial Park. Look at the number of steps we ahd to climb up to see his coffin??? If am not wrong its ard 392 steps??!!! Wonder how did i climb up too.. LOL

Sceneries only.

Guess what is this for... If u can guess it correctly, i will treat ya to a drink.. LOL

OK.. GTG le... nitez.. =)

2006-07-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

Well well.. a month since i blogged. School starts for me tml.. And my last day in StarHub was last friday. Kinda sad to leave these great colleagues of mine.. :( Well well.. this is part and parcel of everyone's life...

I need more clothes, shoes, bags.. more more more!!! Need to go shopping again soon.. just love shopping.. Hehe...

Gtg now.. having headache... nights everyone. Shall blog tml again..tata

2006-06-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

Sometimes its really hard to work with others.. The way we think and manage stuffs are so different.. resulting in conflicts.. But these stuffs should be ironed out, in order to be able to work together. A group of pple having the same goals but managing stuffs in a different way a a hell lot of problem....

Be back tml night

2006-06-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

FOund this in one of the blogs i passed by . Really meaningful. Dedicated to ma black pig, darling..

Reasons Why I Love You

I love the way you scream at me, every single night
I love the way you wonder if that was our last fight
I love the way you sleep, comfortably upon my arms
I love the way you drift, without and within my charms
I love the way you kiss me, not even a centimeter apart
I love the way you say “I love you” with all of your devotion
I love the way you care for me when our emotions are too blunt
I love the way you break my heart and repair it once more
I love the way you turn to me and hope I wouldn’t ignore
I love the way you look at me and stare at me with those eyes
I love the way you talk to me until you fall asleep
I love the way you listen to those secrets I cannot keep
I love the way you linger on about the simple things
I love the way you give me risks for what your heart might bring

That’s the end of this list, but I’m sure that’s only a few
I just can’t think straight when my mind is always on you
I loved you from the beginning, from the first night we dated
I can’t take it anymore; I loved what your love has created

2006-06-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys,

IF you need more clothes and accessories.. you MUST visit www.sweetgift.com.sg.. Greats waiting for you!!!

2006-05-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

Will be leaving singapore in a few hours.. Goobye my frenz

2006-05-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

Woo!! Drove today.. Haa.. But not out on the main road.. just in the carpark only.. SIanz... Still learning how to park my dad's car.. Haa.. after learning.. i should be able to drive out le!! Wee~ Cant wait to drive out man..

In a few days time, i will be leaving for shanghai.. Shiok.. wun be ard for a week.. keke.. These days am kinda busying packing my luggage,getting stuffs for school and so on.

Sleeping soon.. Have to work for the next 3 days.. sianz...

2006-05-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

After that tag thingy, shall blog on what i did today. Hee..

Had a fun day with my darling.. for so long.. a really long long time since we spent one whole day together. We ate at sushi tei, then went shopping then went to watch a movie. Oh yes!! And he bought me a nike toiletry bag!!! Its what he chose some more.. So sweet of him.. haha.. it nice.. so i can bring to shanghai!!! Hee.. Then after that we went to watch MI3... The show is not bad.. and Maggie Q and the other lady ( i dunnoe her name).. wow they are gorgeous and sexayyyyyy... Ooooo..

Haha.. After that show we went home le.. nothing much..

Life have been good for me these days. I got a place in SIM, got my license, getting my laptop soon and then am going back to school to study le.. Gonna quit my current job.. AM so gonna miss them.. =(

Well everyone will ahve to leave one day to walk a longer journey.. so ya.. Hee.. Nitezzz

2006-05-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Adel made me do this

INSTRUCTIONS

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

1) Honest
2) Trustworthy
3) Sporty
4) Family oriented
5) NOt possessive
6) Pampers me alot
7) Loves me more than i love myself
8) Anyone like my ben.. LOL

Hmm.. tag everyone who read this... =)

2006-05-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

A cock / chicken having nice feathers.. LOL

2006-05-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Long long long time since i blogged!!! It seems like a chore to me to blog.. Yawnz.. Todays is monther's day.. Went out for dinner with my family and gramps and cuzzies.. the food there was alright la..

Anyway.. I got my driving license at last!! Yeah!!! Need not go back there for lessons.. Its so tiring.. LOL.. Met a new fren there too.. =) Haa..

OK gtg.. let the pics do the talking since i am lazy to type..

Good friends are hard to come by.. So cherish them.. =)

2006-04-15T12:50:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i updated. Well.. my life is kinda boring these days.. Have just been working, dating.. working.. family, working.. dating.. nth much.. NO clubbings, haven been meeting up my buds.. Haiz.. Sorry buddies.. Anyway next week i will be on a week leave.. Gonna spend this time to meet up with my friends and spending more time with ben.. =)

Shall update more next week then.. See ya buds.. Await for my smses aiight...

2006-03-17T10:53:00.000+08:00

Updates!!! Yeah am updating now FINALLY!! Just bought a new digicam from the IT show last week. Olympus FE150, cost only 350 bucks. It is 5 megapixel. The pixels seems low to you but i think its just enuff for me.. SO yeah.. Satisfaction is what i have now. SO, everywhere i go, i would bring my cam along, snap here and there. LOL. Some pics i took.

Flowers that Ben gave me yrs ago. That was the first and the last. Thats y its still on my table.. LOL

2006-03-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Am back. Yesterday went for a midnight movie with my colleagues. We watched Underworld Evolution.

I shall rate it 8/10. Its nice, but i dun like the bloody scenes. Eeek!! BTW its M18, so if u are not yet 18, then i shall say too bad. haha.

Did not meet ben since friday, he has a busy schedule. Not like me.. :-( So if anyone wanna date me out please SMS me. Haha.

K gtg sleep. Am working tml.

2006-03-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

Oooo.. Seems like some of my friends are getting their blogs back to the basic ones. LOL. Are they all lazy just like me to maintain their blog? LOL. I dunnoe.. Keekee.. Anyway at long last, i have booked my pratical test which is on 6th May = 2 mths away and am gonna "pia" my way through to pass. GOD BLESS ME.. Hope that i will not get the most difficult test route.. **pray**

Looking forward to the test and looking forward to gain more knowledge.. =)

Shall go take a nap.. =)

2006-03-03T09:43:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.. Just woke up.. Gotta go for driving soon. Yesterday Ben came over my place and we were playing games and looking at my baby photos together. That pig ah keep calling me " ba ba" just because when i was young i was like michelin. LOL. Then after that we went to parkway to eat and yeah, i found my game boy micro.. Looking around for cheaper prices, anyone have any idea where to get it cheaper? Please leave a message in my comments section. LOL

We went fish and co for dinner and well its quite ok la, but i prefer the one at wheelock cos it has my favorite drink, the cup is big Big BIG and its called tropical something. I forgot the name. Haha.

Tml gotta work le.. SIANZ. COs working and that pig wun be meeting me.. he is going for BBQ, will see how to spend my Staurday night. LONELY.. I AM SO LONELY!!! Keke..

KK gtg. Vroom!!!!

2006-02-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Halo.. Seriously, laziness have been overpowering me!! I am getting lazier till i dun wanna blog. LOL. I really wonder how pple can blog everyday.. Hmmz..

OK.. Back to my stuffs. These days, all i did was working, keeping ben company, shopping with my gurlies and going for many parties.. All are turning 21 this yr!! And this means that i will be broke!! LOL 21st Feb was sandra's bithday so i shall shout out :~

Happy Birthday SANDINO!!!

And 22nd Feburary was my star birthday. SO i shall shout out:~

Happy Birthday ChewLing!!!!

As for ben and i, all i can say is that we are doing very fine!! Wee~ We have been together for 30 months plus already and we are still going strong!! So i hope we will be strong for as long as possible!!

Am working tonight. Gonna take a nap now.. Ciaos!!!

2006-02-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

woo!! Seems long since my last update. Getting lazier day by day to update. wahahaha. That stupid ben still say :"YEah Correct". He is beside me now. Haha.. ok gtg

2006-01-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

Back to blog again!!! Yesterday after my night shift, i straight away went to ben's hse to visit him. He was so comfy at home watching TV. SO good life. Played X BOX with himt he whole afternoon. THis means that i did not sleep almost the whole day. After that went shopping with San and osky. Osky bought a top from top shop which coast 53 bucks.. Kena physco by sandra. LOL.
Sandra was physco-ed by me to buy clothings too. Haha. Bought a top from topshop which costs less then 20 bucks. Haha. And i saw the bag which jacelyn they carried in the 9pm show. Wanted to buy at first BUT it cost 100 bucks. THereofre have to forgo it.. :( Had a really enjoyable night with them. Always so fun to be with them. Haha.

Anyway am working now. GTG. Shall update again. Au revioir~

2006-01-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

Working night shift today.. YAwNZzzzzz.....Could not attend mony's 21st Bday Party and my aunt's hosuewarming. Sorry mony!! But still wishing u a happy 21st bday aiight!!! Wish ya all the best!!

Feeling so tired this month.. Having to work night shifts is a like a chore to me.. Still prefer morning shifts.. yawnz... CNY is just ard the corner.. but am not at all excited, cos i have to work during CNY chu yi.. Tats call sianz.. Haiz.. Well, but after CNY, i will be fine i promise.

Ben is recovering well from his op!! Thats the happiest thing i am encountering now. Seeing him recover day by day is a very enjoyable process. But not being able to go out shopping or watching movie is a sad thing.. =( But nvm, will wat till his recovery and we willd o all these stuffs together again. LOL. Love him to bits... OK gtg and carry on working.. 11 and a half hours to ending of work.. :'(...

2006-01-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

Well.. its been long since i blogged. Been busy working these days. And my greatest worry is Ben now. Hope that he will recover soon. He just had his leg operation. SO he needs more rest.

Now am working. And feeeling sleepy too. The weather is so nice to sleep. How i wish i am at home sleeping. Yawnz. got to go. got work to do.. YAWNZ....

2005-12-11T10:21:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for long. Cos have been working and working and working. Now am also working.. Today working till 11pm. Yawnz. Have been spending alot recently. Cos i bought a new hp!!! The new samsung D600!!

TO buy this phone i sold my Nokia 6670.Hee.. Wanted to buy the O2 atom but its too exp and i needa save money to buy a laptop for myself. So decided to forgo it. ONce i bought my laptop. I may buy the atom. LOL. Christmas is coming. Have got SPTC gift excahange and also my department's gift exchange. Still have lots of bday coming.. All these means extra expenditure.. But its ok. As longas everyone is happy i am happy. KK. gtg.. Needa work. Yawnz..

2005-11-25T11:51:00.000+08:00

My computer died on me ytd.. ITs dead.. trying to revive it.. My pics, my songs, my hardworks are in it.. Aww man.. And also will have to blog lesser till i get a new laptop for myself.. Aiming the apple lapop that will be released next yr.. Now my O2 atom is gone.. i cant afford to buy it now. Needa save up for a new lappie.. hmm maybe i will get another phone bah. LOl.. The samsung d600. Cant stand my this current hp.. Symbian sucks. It is super duper laggy.. Bleah.. Sitex is currently held at expo.. wanted to go, but have so many things to do.. SO ya... if anyone going please help me collect the laptop pamplets pleasssssssseeeee... Christmas is ard the corner.. wee~ so happy.. hee.. GTG bye

2005-11-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today had my driving lessons.. So funny.. LOL.. dun wanna elaborate more.. all i can say is that i need more practice.. keke.. After that met ben at cityhall. Had dinner at cafe cartel.. Oh man.. their standard dropped atrociously.. not as good as last time le.. After that we walked ard till ard 9pm we came home le. Bought a pair of earphones for myself today.. $40.. Must save up for the rest of the month le.. cannot anyhow spend. tml is pay day!! Yeah!! So happy... got more money to spend.. hee. After that he sent me home. Took some pictures at the bus stop and pple kept looking at us like as if we are mad??!! Wats wrong with taking picture at the bus stop... And it doesn't seem to be their problem at all.. Sickening KPOs.. Ok stop here le.. Pictures of ben and me!!

One shot of ART.. LOL

2005-11-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

AM on MC today. Which means am sick.. =( Had a bad headache this morning during my journey home. had no choice but to go to the docs. Had a headache, a flu, sore throat and gastric. Kinda sianz. Nothing much to blog abt recently as my life is all bout working and working and working. Nothing much, A dull life i have. i dun go clubbing, dun go home late.. all these.. DUn wanna waste money. Haha.. Now i am aiming the new o2 atom which cost 1348 bucks. Am still thinking which to get. the mini or the atom. In a dilemma now. Oh well.. wait till its out in starhub shop then i will decide. Hee.. gtg.. Jaded..

2005-11-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

I am bushed!!! Jaded.. working 12 hrs a day is tiring.. But the pay is good.. keke.. AM not feeling well..sigh..seems like i will fall sick soon. Haven been well since 2 weeks ago.. Haiz..tml working at 9pm till the next day morning.. Sian dun really like night shift.. I am sure an idiot!! FOrgot to submit my allowance claim!! means this mth no exra $$ to spend.. can only get in dec!! :'( Haiz.. Ok gtg.. not really in a mood to blog.. tata

2005-11-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

Blogging time!! Today woke up kinda early in the morning hoping to try my new tennis shoes. Supposed to meet san and gi today!! BUT they put aeroplane!!! So ended up reaching sch feeling bored and lonely.. =( Played a match and i was in a semi sleeping mode.. haha.. couldn't concentrate at all.. LOL.

After tennis, went to meet my family for lunch. We had dim sum at the prima revolutionary tower. The food was ok.. not bad la. But they had a very nice view. Kinda liked the view there.. hee..saw mt faber too.

AFter that came home to sleep like a pig. Eat and sleep only. Haha. Was too lazy to go all the way to harbourfront to eat spizza with ben. TIRED!! Tomorrow needa work le.. =( Since we din go out for dinner we ordered pizza hut!! Btw today is our 27 month anni!! Happy anni darling!! You never fail to light up my day!! hee..

K thats all for now. Gonna do my facial and sleep early.. Tml working morning shift wor. NItez everybody. The pictures will do the toking of how i am doing recently. And u can see the change in me.. AM GETTING FATTER!!!!!!!!! >.<

The fatty me!!

My new pets!! FIsher and Fisher!! My mum and dad calls em fat fat... -_-"

The nice view of WTC or might as well PSA.. LOL

Thats all folks!! Laters!!

2005-11-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

Just did a new blog and i am quite happy with it.. hee!! Later in the morning am playing tennis with my new barricade 3.. YES!! I got a new shoe at last.. kinda excited. Had been wokring these days. SOon it will be pay day!! $_$

Will blog later in the night as i will be taking photos of the day.. Got a long day ahead!! NItez everyone!!